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from Lockdown Listenings by nvth

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lyrics

ive been going to school online which is fine
get to see the lovely faces of my friends as i stumble out of bed and into the day
sometimes we even say
hey
i say stumble cos ive been sleepin in again
i cant pretend im really doing well when im truly givin in
to my vices
on the daily
and i know that i should get up and go for a walk
i mean at the start i was
but now i stay up late and roll over to my screen just in time to get to class
so why not walk when the day is through?
cos then i’ll wanna take a drag and tarnish fresh air inside my lungs
man
this is fun
creating problems on my own just like before
now im on the floor
thinkin bout how i was doin so well
before being forced back into this little shell
where all i can seem to worry about is myself
though the whole world is hurting i feel im the only one
i know thats so stupid but i cant be alone in that thought
i know that we’re taught
to be a certain way
we act strong
but i know that you feel me so please sing along
or talk or whatever
i guess what im saying is that im pretty sad that ive got kinda fat
and im alone and all that but its never affected me
cos ive got my friends you see
but right now theyve got people to hold and ive just got myself
know theres people in hell so i hate to complain when i know that im better off
so much better off
so much better off
so this piece is a hypocrisy
im saying that its okay to feel the way you feel while i carry so much guilt for not being happy

maybe i was wrong
maybe i don’t needa sing this song
maybe i was always this way
just being okay

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from Lockdown Listenings, released November 27, 2020
Written, performed and produced by Nathan Barry.
Violin performed by Lizzy Welsh.

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nvth is a producer from Melbourne dabbling in film making and general interstellar foolery

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