Melting in a black car that’s been sitting in the sun
Burning skin on seatbelt shackles
Blinded by horizons
Walking through a landmine where each step could be the last
Lying on the grass
Picking bindis from in between my toes
And lord knows
I’ve been missing you more than I ever thought possible
And it shows
That pain and pleasure are truly interchangeable feelings
Rolling onto broken glass
Being bitten by the wind
Falling in and out of love with cracked lips
That stupid grin
Sinking into muddy waters
Floating on the sky
Checking in with my reflection
Making sure I’m not too high
Though usually this is when my body decides
That I’ll be throwing up tonight
But that’s alright
Cos my headache in the morning lets me know that I’m alive
And that everything is fine
And lord knows
I’ve been missing you more than I ever thought possible
And it shows
That pain and pleasure are truly interchangeable feelings
credits
from Lockdown Listenings,
released November 27, 2020
Written, performed and produced by Nathan Barry.
Vocals performed by NEGOMi, wetcake, é L, Khristian Walker, A Crest, Bradley Cuffe and Jack Duncan.
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